:-: holding on tightly

its about you... i still, remember;  you held be strongly - once

:-: What to leave behind....

The hardest part is what to leave behind... It's time to let go! 

:-: 270 days vth you...

It wasn’t even a weeping, that wakes me up every time...

And whenever, I turned around to see, who it is,

All of that I can see is only darkness; but I know, it's you... Mother

Mama, where are you... can you please hold my hand

Its just darkness around me, but Im not afraid...

I wonder, how you can be tormented all these time...

Even when you sound smiling, I feel this intense pain of you...

I feel the pressure in you, and it’s really pushing me

But, I’m not sure, whether I can make it up to you, this time...

Each and every moment... oh oh oh… each and every moment

All of that, what I can hear is your whispers

(Female and Male)

I live for you and I live for you and I live for you...
Hoping a better tomorrow

Mama, where are you... can you please listen to me

I’m just chained here, but I’m not afraid...
I believe in you and I want you to hold on to that...

(Female and Male)

Can you hear me... Can you hear my voice... Is someone hearing me...

I know, you cannot, take this any further... But please hold on

Till I find a way... breaking away this umbilical chord...

(Female and Male)

Till I find a way to you...

Till I find a way to you...
Till I find a way to you...

:-: its a beautiful thought...

It was around 1 am, I woke up from sleep and logged into the machine to watch some movies - never had a intention of writing something... But it came to me from somewhere - this needs to be penned down. It became so clear to my mind and was flowing through my fingers.

My stepping stone into the world of poetry:

(Female)

its a beautiful thought, a never ending dream of you around me

leaving me, with the only hope to see the smile on my face.

Memories of all of us together, is the one magical thing 

which helps me to find my way back to this life 

together in this lonely world, is the only one thing happening to me!

some day, i feel this life is going to change... and its going to change.

(Male)

looking in the mirror, and keeping your hand on heart.....

answer me, answer me, answer me! 

what have been you, doing to make this change possible

I can understand, your freezing thoughts

I can feel the mess, it had left in your heart

How much more can you hide, its just not about hiding 

its not more about how silent you are...

Its not about being how much you can hide and being silent...

I can read them through your eyes...... and its all about you

Have a look at you... once more

(Female)

If I stop by to see of whats happening to in this life... aint I moving ahead 

And dont want any further sorrows coming back 

(Male)

If you can sit down for a while, you can find me standing by... 

Over here by your side, gazing and listening this life...

I'd like to hold you still, and to take you back 

Start believing in, start believing in, start believing in...

You need to start believing in my words... to  walk back him

(Female & Children Chorus)

its a beautiful thought, a never ending dream of you around me

its a beautiful thought, a never ending dream of you around me

its a beautiful thought, a never ending dream of you around me...

:-: Valentines day

Happy Valentines day to all who celebrates on Feb 14th.... and for others

:-: ഈന്നാണ് കുംഭ മാസത്തിലെ ചതയം ...

ഈന്നാണ് കുംഭ  മാസത്തിലെ ചതയം ... അച്ഛന്‍റെ പിറന്നാളാണ് ഈന്ന്...

Speaking about him... My words are not enough to describe him.  A man, whom I have never seen at any point of time, being down for any reasons. He is always positive.  One thousand times Positive in his approaches.




I'm sure that - he influenced me to be a complete positive guy...


Miss you...